I would like to take this time to thank everyone who has said nice words and have prayed for me and my family.Due to funeral costs and other issues i will be losing my internet and losing my phone and possibly my house im not sure how much longer i will be able to play here but i have enjoyed my time here and wish to say thank you to everyone.Its not all about winning u can be on top of the world one day and the next u find yourself falling.I never seen any of this coming and if i did would i have been able to change anything probbly not it has been extremely hard for me right now and with out all of you i would now have been able to make it and probbly shot myself by now.i am sadly going to miss playing here and miss my friends but with god and your prayer i can only hope that things will get better.THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH BOKNOWS.

Was a message i was asked to pass along to all those here at airplay and the staff.i cant imagine what bo is going through right now losing a child then to lose everything else to make sure your little one will rest in piece.you will be saldy missed bo try and be strong.

boknows,

You will be sorely missed ('specially by me) if this is so......NOT just by the AirPlay community...but by the QB1 community as well.....and o'course im yer #1 fan and a friend after the past few years of interactive gaming.....SOMEHOW we gatta find a way to keep you connected to us (Phone or sumptin'...i gatta an extra LapTop if ya need it bo.). AND i know this stuff is good therapy for ya too!....Just ask.

I found out something as a result of all this....I really CARE about the lives of the peeps i hang out with here...The game is secondary....and provides the means for us to reach each other even tho we may never have met personally and/or thousands of miles apart. Thaz why i biatch so much about the game problems cuz they get in the way of the fun. The game should be more in the "baxground" so to speak.

BO let us KNOW what we can do for YOU to make it easier in anyway.......We are all thinkin' about ya and have you in our prayers.........I know bo, that itz really hard to see the silver lining in an extremely big cloud....but tiz there, i promise you.......

....and.....ROCK/STEEL, if you could, please get this message bax to boknows in QB1 or however.......im sure hiz email box is gettin' stuffed.

Bax

Yeah he's right. I know you hear us Zev. And I know you care. Is it possible to lift the ban? I don't expect you to answer me personally since I am not really involved but Bo's my friend and I'm hurting about what he's going through.

Is there anyway we can raise some money and send it to him? I would if I knew where to send it and know he would get it.

I miss his wisdom and friendship now and he needs us too. What do you guys think we can do for him?

Cry, you seem to have his email or somehow got in touch with him, what can we do to help? I'm praying for him.

Just let us know. I don't think any of us are rich but maybe if we pull together what we do have, we can help somehow. I don't want him to loose his home or anything like that.

Cry please tell him to email or call me if he wants, thanks. rotcwoman@yahoo.com.

Boknows.......mike estey 8825 montorose road,niagara falls canada l2e 6s5 ,boknows_69@yahoo.com .thats all i have cutie i hope it helps.

Come on AirPlayZev, I'm sure whatever Boknows said in the past was probably due to yet something else going wrong with AirPlay. I suspect he was probably right about it since so much has gone wrong with my AirPlay experience.

PLEASE, LIFT THIS MAN'S BAN.

This is my plea in Boknows behalf. And I don't even know him. I just know about him. I'm sure he is just like the rest of us who play your games. We all get annoyed at things when they go wrong. Boknows just seems to have had the guts to tell AirPlay what we all probably really feel in a very colorful way.

Good Luck to you Boknows, in your life and with your finances. If there is anything any of us can do please let us know.

Yours Truly,
Judycide

I second that Judy. The bans should be lifted on bo and BT. They both have plugged this site all over the place for you guys plus it looks like to me that your in a catch 22. And what I mean is you ask them not to post on the board when there's a problem right? And to e-mail you in private yet you have a topic on the main forum that says "Suggestions" (Tell us how we can improve) do you not? So how is it you ban people for suggesting how to improve and when they do you tell them to do it in private and get banned for posting on the forum. CATCH 22 right there. It's kinda double talk wouldn't you agree. There is no need to ban some of your best players who play and play with respect towards others. I'm not getting this.

I appreciate all of your feedback on this.

I believe we have set out clear expectations of appropriate use of the AirPlay message boards in our terms of service, and in each individual situation, I am contact with any individual prior to removing message board access. I strive to enforce the forum guidelines consistently for all players.

I know it must be frustrating for the friends of people who are not able to post on the message boards, but I encourage you to use email/instant messaging etc.

On the topic of feedback, we have a long history of being very tuned to player feedback. Many of the best features of our current games are based on input from you.

We value constructive feedback/criticism, but once we read and discuss it, it becomes less constructive to post the same criticism over and over. As I have said in those situations, I am happy to read any and every mail you choose to send to support@airplay.com, but it does not belong on the message boards.

I know this is not the answer you are hoping to hear about message board removals, but I still believe we have a very open community here, with less then a handful of removals in over 3 years.

Thanks,
AirPlay Zev

Zev,

I'm sorry to be an idiot and I know you don't want to rediscuss but you know us blackblondes are a rarity, lol.

So if you're banned is it permanent? I read through TOS and I didn't know.

Also for everybody else, I'm going to send Bo something does anybody else want to also? I was thinking we could do it all together at the same time from our homes. I was going to send something next week to the addy.

Anybody else want to join me?

If you don't have, can you send a note of encouragement. Remember it's not that we have a ton of money to send but everybody doing a little bit.

Thanks all

Right on momma (and Judy too)!...i wanna give all my winnings from interactive sports this year ($395) to boknows cuz he gave all hiz to the kids at the children's hospital already...keep me posted.

...And AP...i understand....RULES is RULES. But this kinda case should be an exception to the rule tho IMHO. Nuf said on subject from me.

Bax

Not sure how long till this name gets banned but im here for a minute.God blessed my wife and i with a beautiful child and then took her away from us i dont know why and i dont understand it all but when people say i cant imagine what you are going through well let me take this time to explain .most of the day i cry i would not wish this on my worst enemy there is nothing on this planet that could hurt so much thats all i know.my wife left because of bad memories in the house but i dont see it that way all my memories of my daughter are good i cant leave this place because if i do id be giving up on everything i belive in but i might not have a choice cause to be honest with you when you lose a child u could care less about anything in life but u cant sit feeling sorry for yourself u have to be stron as i sit in tears here typing this it hurts it hurts like hell.i hate to have to swallow my pride but i need help i really do and i love u all for being there for me and i dont know how to thank u all enough if i could give u all a hug i would cause i could surley use one and i could really be held and told bo its all going to be ok because right now i dont see it.Cutie woman stuck has a beautiful women in you and someone who does not know me personally to do what u have done is awesome i know there is still good people out there thank you.Combax i know u and i have not got along in the past but u got to beilieve me when i say this i come here to escape life and have fun to enjoy myself i give my all every game i dont cheat a player with my skill has to challenge his self i hate cheaters and lag it destroys the game we all love but its not important whowins who has the higest score at the end of the game its if u feel good about yourself when u go to bed at night and can u live with yourself and i know i can.im in tears writing this right now because when i wake up in the morning my daughter is not here and my wife is not here to hold me and tell me its ok we will be fine i have never felt so empty in my life,maybe its because for so many years playing hockey and going to the hospital and seeing so many innocent children dieing and asking yourself how can the lord do this to a child who has done nothing wrong in there life and are pure makes no sense to me but all i could do was donate my time and my wiinigs to those less unfortunate and icant stand to see someone fall i have to be there to catch them and i think i have been ;east i hope so. I truley belive that what comes around goes around and right now im about to fall no question i hate to ask anyone for help i really do people say bo u got to swallow your pride and in that situation i am swallowing my pride when i pack up my clothes and head to the homeless shelter and ask your self where did i go wrong and i dont have an answer cause i have been good to my wife and to my child and i treat those how i want to be treated this game is secondary to me so is qb1 life is important to me and right now my life is a mess going from being on top of the world to crumbling and i dont know what i did to deserve this but everything happens for a reason i just dont know what it is right now im still looking for answers.steel curtain thank you man i love u for helping me thorugh this all if it wasnt for u and qb1 i would have killed my self by now thats not a lie thank you man.Airplay what can i say i come here to escape my problems and u make it so better all i can say is im sorry for posting what i posted but i spoke the truth and im honest if u ban me for that nothing i can do but i can tell you this it wont happen again cause after u lose a child those things are not inportant sorry about spelling but its hard to type when tears are running down your eyes.michelle sousa was born on dec 12 th 2006 passed away oct 26th 2008 was a beautiful 2 yrs and may u rip i love you and i miss you with all my heart take care my little girl daddy will always love you..........................my name is mike estey my phone number is 905-353-8191 any of u who wish to call and talk to me it would be appriciated cause i need all the help i can get right now and your damn right im swalloing my pride right now this is why i am in tears cause im a strong person but this has kicked the hell out of me and i really dont know what to do i have never been so helpless in my life .THANK YOU FROM THE BOOTOM OF MY HEART I LOVE ALL OF YOU.NOT SURE IF I WILL BE ONLINE NEXT WEEK THE PHONE COMPANY AND THE INTERNET COMPANY DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING BUT MONEY THE RICH GET RICHER.MONEY CANT BUY U LOVE AND THATS WHAT I NEED RIGHT NOW AND IM SO EMPTY.TAKE CARE ALL BOKNOWS..AKA MIKE ESTEY.I LOVE THE COMMUNITY IN AIRPLAY BECAUSE BECAUSE WE DONT KNOW EACH OTHER PERSONALLY U STILL FEEL FOR THOSE THAT U LOVE AND I HONESTLY FEEL THE LOVE HERE THANKS YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE.AND PLEASE ZEV DONT BANME I NEED TO BE HERE RIGHT NOW IT IS KEEPING ME ALIVE.

Now that i have played a half of football i can speak...right now im trying to hold on to my home without the wifes help she has given up right now and about to lose everything good in our lifes and im trying to hold on dont want to let the only thing left that matters to me,but u can not imagine what she and i are going through,you bet it hurts to be in this house and it is easy to run but no matter where u run in your life u still have to take you with you and the memories will always be in the back of your head .thank you guys for you support and i appricate all the help moma and bax you know who your true friends are in life and in the real world seems like i have none thank god for all of you ,

Bo, i am sorry to hear of your terrible loss and i wanted to offer my condolences to you and your loved ones. I haven't been on here much recently, so i am sorry if this is a little belated. I will do what i can to help in any way. Stay strong, and keep the faith.

Bo, we're here for you. You have my number, call me. We'll call you. It's about 2 a.m. right now but I wanted you to know we're praying and thinking of you. Stuck and I love our friends on here and I pray we can all pray for you and do whatever God puts on our hearts to do.

I just wanted to let you know we're here for you and love you much.

Take care my friend.

>^,,^< Hang in there bo! We alll hangin' with ya.
(,,,) (,,,) i'd call ya but i don't have long distance. And, since i can relay my thoughts betterer in type: Here ya go:


Death of a loved one has a profound and permenant effect.....something that happens to everyone living....
---'specially as we get older. Prayers for your wife to "come around" bo.

i know when i almost passed away last Mother's Day, my mother's comment was "Tiz not natural for moms to outlive our children....that is why it's so tough!" - God bless her. And thank God i lived.

I don't know if that gives you any insight bo......but it tells me how much pain she must be in. Something that ONLY time and new experiences will heal (you know that). That is prolli why your wife wants to get away from your place right now.

I agree with you.....When my aunt passed a few years ago, i wanted to stay in the building where we lived together past 5 years and had known all my life (they bought it same year i was born). In time i realized that it was just better to move on.....Try sumpin' new....Without forgetting for a moment how much i love my aunt (God rest her soul). So i moved up the street...

I hope that helps......i wanna play some ball against ya today bo, but i got to go do some emergency wire work this mornin'...Thaz what a handyman does......i will be bax soon as i can soooooo......God Bless you and keep you and yours safe. That goes for all ya Airheads out there reading this too.

AirPlay is GOOD therapy for ya bo....
Seeya onda field!


Votre amie pour vie,

Bax


I'll be droppin a check inda mail for ya tomorrow my friend. Judy included 25 for a prize i was going to buy her at Amazon for being such a trooper when she didn't get hers from AirPlay for whatever reason. I hope it helps you find that "silver lining" in the extremely large cloud your in............